" I don’t wanna be idolised as a person – I don’t mind being idolised as an idea, that’s fine. I don’t want to be objectified as a person. I’m not good enough for that. I’m not strong enough for that, I’m not strong-minded enough for that. I’ll fucking say stupid shit… "
" Nobody drinks a bottle of vodka for fun, and that’s a damn fact. "
" …And so rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life. "
i really just want to buy a plane ticket to a city i’ve never been to, or get an impulsive tattoo… just do something really in the moment and spontaneous for a change